kindergarten blues

It feels so strange sitting here in the quiet. I can actually hear the tapping of the keys. Today was my son's first day of kindergarten. He was so mature about it all. I was a total wreck. I keep thinking that he is in the other room. I have life seems so much deeper when you have such complex conflicting thoughts. I am happy for him, but i miss him. I enjoy the quiet, but now it's too quiet. I just cant believe we are at this point. He is smart well rounded. But, the world would have you believe otherwise. I guess a young mother can really make a great mother.